Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Welcome to the world sweet boy!

Boston is almost 3 months old so I figured now is as good of a time as any to write his birth story!  I had a wonderful pregnancy!  It seemed to go much faster than my pregnancy with Addison.  Probably because I was busy chasing my girl and doing life. 

On Wednesday, April 3, I had my 38 week appointment.  I was measuring perfectly and was dilated 2 cm and 75% effaced.  I was happy to hear that everything was just fine because it was at this time when I was pregnant with Addison that my blood pressure decided to freak out and I was diagnosed with gestational hypertension.  I had been having fairly regular contractions for a week but nothing that was sending me into active labor.  I was hoping that Boston would make his debut soon but not too soon.  We had a family friend getting married that weekend and I really wanted to go!  Thankfully he stayed put and we were able to attend the wedding and make it back home without me going into labor.  I also wanted him to stay put because I love being pregnant!  I was starting to ache and get uncomfortable at times but I truly love it!  I wasn't ready to be done yet!

I made it to my 39 week appointment on Tuesday, April 9.  Everything was still looking perfect.  I was now 3 cm dilated and 80% effaced.  My contractions were still there and were doing their job but hadn't kicked me into active labor.  My doctor asked me if I would like to have my membranes swept so I said sure.  She told me that for 75% of women they go into labor within 72 hours and for the other 25% nothing happens.  So we left our appointment and went shopping for summer clothes for Addison!  I wasn't expecting anything to happen.

Before I put Addison to bed that night I told Kyle that I hoped Boston didn't decide to come in the middle of the night because I wanted to be able to hug and kiss Addison one last time before going to the hospital and her whole world changing.  I rocked her a little bit longer that night and hugged her a little bit tighter.  At 4:45am on Wednesday, April 10, Addison woke up and was crying.  I got out of bed and felt a little "pop".  I thought it was just my hips because they had been popping for a few weeks at this point.  I went into Addison's room and as I bent over to pick her up out of bed I felt it!  Although I wasn't sure if my water had truly broken or if I had had an "accident"!  :)  I told Addison mommy needed to go potty and I would be right back.  Kyle was getting up for work at the same time.  I told him I thought my water had broken but wasn't sure.  I hadn't experienced this with Addison.  He asked if we should call the hospital and our parents.  I told him to go ahead and get in the shower and I was going to put Addison back to bed.  I feel that God let Addison wake up so I could have those last precious minutes of her as my only baby.  I rocked her and sang her "Amazing Grace" at her request.  I hugged and kissed my baby girl one last time before we would become a family of 4.

By this time Kyle was out of the shower and I was positive that my water had broken.  At 5am we called our parents and let them know that today, April 10, was the day!  I called the hospital and let them know and told them I was going to shower and get ready before I came in.  My mom got ready and headed our way and Kyle's parents came to stay with Addison until my sister, Adi, could get here to stay with her.  At 6:15am I was ready to go and we headed to the hospital.

We got to the hospital and I was in my room by 6:30am.  My contractions were about 5 min apart and regular.  I got all hooked up and the nurse checked me and I was still 3 cm and 80% effaced.  I told them I wanted to sit on a birthing ball.  One thing I learned from my labor with Addison was that I wanted and needed to move around.  It was much easier to labor this way.  Like last time, we wanted our mother's there for the birth.  I wanted Kyle to be able to focus on me and the baby and not worry about pictures or anything like that.  It was such a huge blessing with Addison and again with Boston for them to be there.

At noon my doctor came and checked me and I was 5 cm.  Up until this point I had been laboring using the birthing ball and standing/leaning on the bed swaying back and forth.   I was amazed how different labor was when it comes naturally compared to being induced.  My contractions weren't nearly as painful and things were moving rather quickly.  I was praying Boston would be here soon and based on how quickly I dilated at the end of labor with Addison I didn't think he was far off. 

At 12:30pm things were starting to get intense and I asked the nurse to check me.  I was 7cm and at that time I asked for some Nubain for the pain.  Just like with Addison it let my body relax and by 1:00pm I was ready to push.  The nurse checked and I was 10 cm and they told me not to push!  Haha!  My body was doing it's thing all on it's own.  My doctor's partner was there checking on one of his patients so they called him down because they didn't think she would make it on time.  At 1:25pm my doctor walked in the room, I pushed maybe 3 times and at 1:28pm my sweet little boy entered the world! 

Just like when Addison was born there are no words to describe the incredible moment when they laid Boston on my chest.  I was elated that he was finally here!  The sweet boy that I had prayed for and waited on for 9 months was here in my arms.  Boston and I had some quality skin to skin time before I finally let them clean him up.  Boston weighed 7 lb. 4 oz. and was 21 in.  Other than Kyle and I, I wanted Addison to be the first person to hold Boston.  We let our family come in and see him and after a little while my sister brought Addison to the hospital.  What a precious moment watching my kids meet and showing Addison her baby brother.

Boston nursed like a pro and was super content.  All of our family was able to meet Boston and they all marveled at the preciousness of our new baby.  We had it easy in the hospital with Boston and it has continued to be that way since we have been home.  Boston is a happy, easy going boy.  He eats and sleeps well.  We have adjusted well to being a family of 4.  I love spending my days with both of my babies!  I can't wait to see what God has in store for his precious life!



 

 



 
 





Friday, February 15, 2013

The Magic of Pregnancy

Here is my view as I write this post!
 

 
I absolutely LOVE being pregnant!  Yes there are some things that aren't so glamorous.  Morning sickness, nausea, fatigue, ligament pains, stretch marks, and so on.  I knew all of that and more was possible when we decided to have another baby.  And I welcome it all!  It is true that they say the distinct memory of it all goes away when you hold that sweet baby in your arms.  I remember the first time I saw Addison and held her in my arms like it was yesterday!  I can't wait to experience that with Boston!
 
Pregnancy is truly magical!  As a mother you feel that instant bond the moment that little stick says "positive" and you realize that  you are growing a tiny human!  It's just incredible that by the time you even know you are pregant your baby's heart is beating and the brain and spinal cord are already starting to develop!  How awesome is that! 

As the mommy you get the priviledge of experiencing all of the magic of pregnancy first hand.  Embrace the fatigue cause that means that your body is working hard to nourish your precious baby.  The ligament pains aren't fun but that means that your baby is growing so your body is making room.  As much as we try to prevent stretch marks they are a beautiful reminder that you carried your sweet baby.  You get the joy of feeling him move around!  Before he has even taken his first breath you know his routines.  When he is most playful or when he is sleeping.  How awesome that we can know our babies before they are even born!

Of course it is wonderful to share the special moments with daddy!  The joy on his face when he feels his child move for the first time.  I will remember Kyle's excitement at feeling both Addison and Boston move forever!  The first time you both see your baby on the ultrasound is one of the extra special magical moments!

There are so many moments that I could name but these are the few that I think about daily!  I am asked almost every day how I am feeling and when I tell people that I feel great they look at me with shock.  Yes I am starting to get a bit uncomfortable at times but the magical moments over take the uncomfortable ones by far!  I am going to treasure these magic moments for the next 8+ weeks because I know that I will miss my belly and the gift of carrying my sweet boy!

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

And Baby Brother's Name Is......

Sadly I haven't kept up with the blog as I would have liked!  I always tell myself I am going to better at it!  Hopefully I will this time!
 
2013 is going to be an exciting year as we welcome our second child!  I am loving being pregnant with our little guy!  Other than some nausea in the first trimester, everything has gone perfectly!  We all love feeling him move around and watching my belly grow.  I am 27 weeks pregnant and can't believe how fast this pregnancy has gone compared to my first.

Addison has been wanting to tell everyone what baby brother's name is so we thought we would let her tell!

 
BOSTON DEAN MOCK
 
We love the name Boston and Dean is Kyle's dad's middle name.  We can't wait to hold this precious boy in our arms!
 


Thursday, July 19, 2012

A Walk Down Memory Lane

Today I am celebrating four wonderful years with my amazing husband!  The years have been trying and incredible!  We made it through Kyle being laid off during our first year of marriage and the birth of our beautiful daughter.  Thankfully we are not the same people we were on July 19, 2008.  God has changed us and we have grown closer together over the years.  I cannot imagine doing life with anyone other than Kyle.  God made us perfectly for each other.  I love not always knowing where I end and Kyle begins.  That's the beauty of our marriage. 

My Love, I will treasure all of our yesterdays and I look forward to all of our tomorrows.  Thank you for being steady and strong and good and kind.  Hold my hand and walk with me through the coming seasons..... the growing up years, graduations, weddings and the sweet, sweet growing old together.  I love you and always will.  I am forever yours.

 
Our first picture together!  February 19, 2005
Our first summer together!
Engaged December 29, 2006


Spring Break 2007 in  San Deigo, CA

Fenway Park Summer 2007

January 2008
Finally husband and wife!  July 19, 2008

So excited for our future together!
1st Anniversary July 19, 2009 - Lake Erie
 
2nd Anniversary/Babymoon September 5, 2010 - Lake Michigan
Our sweet girl, Addison Lane, was born! - December 8, 2010
3rd Anniversary - July 2011
My beautiful family!  Red Sox/Cubs Game - June 16, 2012

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Stretchmarks

Stretchmarks: striae on the skin (as of the hips, abdomen, and breasts) from excessive stretching and rupture of elastic fibers especially due to pregnancy or obesity

If you are like me, when you hear the word stretchmarks, you think of those ugly, squiggly and normally red marks left on a woman's belly after pregnancy. Unfortunately, I acquired stretchmarks long before the thought of a baby ever entered my mind.  Thanks to a rapid growth spurt in middle school my hips were the first victims of stretchmarks.  I hated them from the moment they arrived on my body.  I didn't like wearing a bathing suit and was embarassed about what people would think of me.  Thankfully they faded over the next several years and were barely noticeable.  I didn't give much thought to stretchmarks until the word "pregnant" showed up on that little white stick in April of 2010.

I knew that a majority of pregnant women got stretchmarks on their body while carrying their children.  I was just so ecstatic about being pregnant I didn't care what happened to my body....... until I was about 8 months pregnant.  My first pregnancy stretchmarks showed up on my hips.  They would just blend in right?  Then I got them on my thighs, breasts and belly.  I felt like I was scarred and ugly.  Would Kyle ever think of me as beautiful when I had these ugly, squiggly, red marks on my body?  Was pregnancy worth these ugly, squiggly, red marks?  These were the thoughts of an overly emotional pregnant woman.

Of course pregnancy was worth it!  All I had ever wanted was to be a mother.  I would take any "maiming" of my body to bring this precious life into the world.  But the thought still lingered in my mind if Kyle would find me beautiful any longer.  I know some of you think that is a silly thought.  You think, "He is your husband, of course he will still find you beautiful."  But when your body changes so radically and most days you don't find yourself beautiful, you wonder how someone else could.  To my amazement at the time, Kyle did find me beautiful.  He told me I had never been more beautiful.  I knew he wasn't just saying that to appease his pregnant wife.  He truly meant it.  To this day he loves every single stretchmark that is on my body.  Whether it be from a growth spurt or from a growing belly!

When I look at myself in the mirror, I think to myself that only God can put that kind of love in a mans' heart.  If my gracious Father will give me a man who loves me for me and not just for my physical beauty then how much more does He love me? 

These physical stretchmarks also make me stop and think about my spiritual stretchmarks.  Those that mean so much more.  I like to think that if I could see a picture of my "heart" that it would be covered in stretchmarks.  When I asked Jesus to by my Savior my heart was "perfect".  Not a single mark covered it.  My faith has grown abundantly since that day.  I have learned and I have failed.  My "heart" has gotten bigger and from that there are stretchmarks.  They are beautiful because they show my growth in my faith. 

I know that my Father looks at my "stretchmarks" and says they are beautiful, just as Kyle looks at my "stretchmarks" and says they are beautiful!

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Chicago Trip

July 30 and 31 we went with Kyle's dad and mom, Jeff and Deb, and brother, Sam, to Chicago.  We took the train and got to Chicago on Saturday morning.  The main event was going to the Boston Red Sox/Chicago White Sox game.  We had lots of fun!  Here are some pictures from our trip!

Leaving on a train!  Addison's first train ride!

Hanging with Uncle Sam on the train.

So excited to go to the Red Sox game!

First cab ride!  Kinda scary without her being in a carseat!

Kodak Moment

Moody church with Uncle Sam

First bus ride in Chicago... she looks thrilled huh?!

On our way to the Red Sox game!
Kyle, Sam and Jeff walking into the ballpark.


Yay Red Sox!

So sweet!

Cheering for the Red Sox!

Deb and I with our matching shirts!

Addison was a "lucky charm"!  The Red Sox won!

The Boys

What are you talking about momma?!  haha!

Hey there!

Addison and Daddy at Rainforest Cafe

My family!

The "Things" tour Chicago

My love!

Sweet, sweet baby girl
Addison's first trip to a museum.

Taking a ride on a cow!
    
Such a good little traveler!  After 2 long days she was still so happy! 

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Addison News!

 We have been pretty busy since my last post.  We have taken a few trips and life in general with our sweet Addison  keeps us going!  Here are picture highlights from the past 2 months!
Walking Notre Dame's campus with daddy!

She hardly believe it that she saw the football stadium.

Such a happy baby!

Mommy and Daddy went out to eat for their anniversary and Addison stayed with Gommie for the first time!

Sitting up in the cart like a big girl!  Grammie (Kyle's mom) made her cart cover!

Playing with Ezra Hoyt!  It's fun making new friends!

Visiting with her Great Great Grandma Holder before she passed away the beginning of August.

Little water bug!

Bathing beauty

A fun afternoon swimming with Anne and Ezra Hoyt!

Such a big girl sitting up in the bathtub!

8 Months Old!


At the Fort Wayne Tin Caps game with daddy!
Her picks from the farmer's market


Addison loves to be outside!  And loves to swing!


My little love!

Watching the first Notre Dame game of the season with daddy.
Her newest trick!  Making her squishy face!
9 Months Old!

So excited to get ahold of her dolly!

She steals my heart every time I look at her!

Reading with Gommie
She loves books just like mommy!